This video is made for the sake of craziness of me and Widya. Unintentionally, errr... at least i guess.

"Bang sms siapa ini bang..."

Love..

Is there a long-last-love even exist ?


What i want know, is finding the right one.

I'm sure, God knows who.

All my pray is, "God, please make me close by someone i love and who meant to be with me. Please.. If he's not the one, make me perceive it in the best way.."

But, If love was supposed to be the best thing in the world why does it hurt so much?

Yea, World Cup euphoria seems already ended. Too fast as i can say. i wish it wasn't ended this fast. Lots of surprises with so many strong countries like France and Italy-who went home 1st-had the worst failure in their soccer history. It was ashamed, as what people said.

But despite that, The Oranje and The Matador had given a fascinating match last night. I personally supported Spain for a very beautiful-but messy-game last night. It was little bit disappointing of their game, but they won eventually. On the other hand, The Dutch gave a very strong fight last night. They seemed play cleaner than the Spanish. The tackles, passing, shooting, there were very nice, but apparently, they lost.

Was Paul the Octopus that gave a 'vision' that said Spain was gonna win the match. And it was true! He becomes an icon of 'mystic'-or whatever you call it- of soccer game. I think Deddy Corbuzier and (Almh) Mama Lauren got their ass beaten by an octopus. hah!

David Villa (7)

Cesc Fabregas (my favorite. 10)

The "Man of the Match!!! Casillas (1)

AWARDS

adidas Golden Ball --> Diego FORLAN

adidas Golden Boot --> Thomas Mueller

adidas Golden Glove --> Iker CASILLAS

FIFA Fair Play award --> Spain

Best Young Player Award --> Thomas MUELLER

Last Man of the Match --> Andres INIESTA

CONGRATULATIONS SPAIN !!!!

Back.. (again..)

Yes, Back. That's the only word that can express my blog right now. After 2 years approximately without no post, yes, I'm back.

actually my friend, adry remind me of blogging just an hour ago and that hits me and made me think, "hey! how's my blog anyway?" And then i start to open this website and was shocked by the password security that kept prevent me from logging in. "Oh crap!", i thought. And then i started to think to send blogspot an email, and waited for their email back. After long waiting, finally i could open my blog and started editing the design-which is outdated- to be updated. Surprised by the last time i wrote a post was October 2008. W-o-w. it was like almost 2 years ago.

Two years, quite long time ago,eh? 2 years ago i was an 18 years old girl. And now i'm like almost-20 year old-girl, which is i always regret. Oh well, lots of things happened too. I was actually no close of being a kinda extrovert by posting and publish my own life here, in Internet. But it happens anyway.

Privacy is no longer a word during these days. By the existence of twitter, facebook, MySpace, and several networking sites, privacy is no more than a word. Everyone wishes to tell story about their life, with me no exception. The post that i've made several years ago when i was an exchange student in USA shows that i wanted everyone to read my story. Yes, maybe i'm kinda lil bit extrovert, but nothing wrong with it,no?

As what i said, tons of things happened. Friends, School, house, boyfriend.. Well,lets not talk about boyfriend. hah!
I found more about life in these past 2 years. thousands things changed, including me. I believe everybody changed every second in their lives. But then it depends on people around them who can accept them, or not.

I've experienced several things that can prove people can't accept people changes. My old-love is the improvement. We broke up (idk how many times and when exactly). It hurts a lot, even until now. after 4 years long journey with tons of sweet and bitter memories, we finally ended in not a proper way. But i believe, both of us still have our own spot in our hearts that can not be replaced. It's our first love for God's sake! It's time to covering up everything. No time to forget, at least that's what i think.

forget is not a right thing to do, the right thing to do is live with it without considering it back.

I love him, he loves me. At least that's what i think and i'm quite sure about it.
I believe, no matter how hard our love is, if Allah already decided that we're gonna be together, then we'll be together, God knows when.
I never regret that i want him as my future, but i wont push it anymore. Just let it go.

Right now, i'm waiting for someone who loves me with heart.. i hope he's someone up there. I hope.

Start from the beginning..

Well,i'm here..
It's been so damn long since i wrote my blog in the last time.
Now,i'm back to jakarta on my home sweet home..back to my old life..and of course,to my old boyfriend.it's a long story..long dramatic story..
Well,let me tell u something. i love my bf so much..and i dont wanna have any problem with him anymore..
Ok..i think i'm gonna continue it next time cause i have to go and i'm kinda tired to write on the cellphone..lol.
So,see ya next time!

concert+art show tonite

ntar mlm bakal ada konser chorus plus art show. batik gua ada dsna trus gua dpt sertifikat pula.yeaa..
gua harus bikin propaganda poster pula nanti.due tomorrow. oh my god. i am gonna die.see ya!

last week,worst week ever!!

alhamdulillah last week is over. stress bgt mnggu kmren.byk bgt masalah.


problem 2: solo di canceled. BT!! ga mau dibahas lagi ahh.

problem 3: bikin project yg bikin stress. tapi akhirnya selesai dgn lancar dan alhamdulillah presentasi was excellent.

intinya cuma itu si..oia, nykp dah dpt fast internet,jadi ga pake dial-up lagi..yeaahh..youtube sharian gua pas weekend ma nykp.youtube serem2 pula. that little girl is the scariest thing i've ever seen in my life.i couldn.t sleep at night.OMG. so scary.
but we watched funny video too. we laughed so hard. i love youtube!i like Kev Jumba. he so popular in youtube. we used the video "i had to deal with stereotype" for the presentation.it was so hillarious.
but we laughed so hard because of video "100 bucks if you don't smile"it was really funny.

oops.the bell almost ring.
so see ya again!